https://www.islamabadi.com Amrika, Pakistan, Islam and everything in between Tue, 26 Jan 2021 12:29:14 +0000 en-US hourly 1 https://www.islamabadi.com/defeated/ https://www.islamabadi.com/defeated/#respond Mon, 20 Apr 2015 03:55:43 +0000 https://islamabadi.com/?p=351 I am done. I am defeated. Finished and in utter despair. Life seems like a waste, a failure on every level and magnitude. Disappointment to everyone who I hold dear and who held me dear. I thought using religion was my salvation but that is not the case. I have failed my self in believeing that a person like  me could be salvaged from the disasters of life. wish I could disappear and be nothing. I could avoid these expectations and demands. But I cannot. I cannot go anywhere. All I can be is what I am at this point. A disappointment

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