got to see some people today

due to their ignorance, they wont even say salaam, maybe they have something in their hearts that they are ashamed of or maybe they are full of themselves.

 

alhamdulillah i feel nothing against them and just didnt get a chance to say salaam to thim but then maybe he was avoiding me

Pants

“When I was new in the USA.  One of the happiest day of my life was to be able to afford a pair of khakis from Walmart.  I thought I had achieved something big. It was a time when 15$ pants were hard to come by. Alhamdulillah such experiences are a reminder who I was.
All I can think now is alhamdulillah”

Life in between

Sometimes it is difficult to juggle life, how it is between different people, respect for all but sometimes it is difficult. I ask Allah to give me strength inshAllah.

Decisions is what makes a Person, gives them a future full of hope or despair. I have for a long time avoided decisions on certain matters but it is soon going to be a time when I will have to decide and move on.

I hope I do take the right decisions and get better at it, I just Hope ……   

حسبي اللہ ونعم الوکيل

Pakistan politics

Pmln . We made roads and motorways
Ppp . We cried about rights for the liberals.
Pti .  We will fix all this
Jui . We defended rights for terrorists
Ji.  We just complained
MQM.  We kill until we r in the government

The awam is still waiting for some relief. نه بجلی نہ پانی نه سستا کهانه
But still bhutto zinda hai. Pmln peeling bar teesri dafa vizer e azam  bani. Aur blah blah blah

Nothing solid but bakwas

Lagay rahoo

same old story

another resolution that i will try to blog more, there is enough topics to talk about but i guess making time for such posts is the actual issue. Thre are enough rants that i can have but the problem is if it is a even worth it to post them or just keep them within me. I never get it when people post every min of their lives online, every meeting with someone is posted with the picture on facebook or twitter. I prefer the life of anonymity, where i mind my own business and dont need to be reminded every minute with what others are doing.

I think it is a late topic and issue to discuss. Internet is here to stay and we will see full online lives of people for our viewing pleasure, there is no running away from it.

Ramadan is Coming

So Ramadan is nearly a week or so away, i am freaking out now, Last year also i think I couldnt give my 100% during Ramadan and now it is the same. I pray I am able to put my self in a position where i am able to do every normal Muslim can do Inshallah.
It is going to be a great month, spend time with my family, read Tafsir/Quran and Inshallah complete a book. Not sure where i will go for Taraweeh but Inshallah it will be fun 🙂
Ramadan is the month when Quran was sent down. it is the month during which Battle of Badr took place, it is the month when the night of Qadr comes, This night is equivalent to 1000 months. A night that cannot be missed and inshallah will not be missed.
I look forward to this month and I pray that i get this month and many more in future.

PCA – The death of me

I was handed a research paper by my adviser sometime ago. The paper covered some aspect of social health networks. The paper has taken my down. It contains a certain process for reaching its results, that included Data Collection, Cleaning of data and then applying Principal Component Analysis on it to do dimension reduction. Well 3 months down the road, i still cannot comprehend the data processing and PCA. It seems PCA in theory is very simple (infact i read atleast dozen papers on it). What is cannot understand is how the paper gets from dimension reduction to the new Dataset and retains the variable names. This in theory is not possible :(. I am still at it, If i dont get any progress done on this in the next two weeks then i am going to go nuclear on this PCA issue 🙁